Week 0 is almost ending and in a few hours’ time, I have to
meet Gracia at ION for some impromptu (window) shopping. (Okay, there is no
link in here… )
So, how exactly should I start this? I am not exactly
feeling sentimental enough to write a sentimental post. These few months, I am
having this writing crisis. And I feel horrible because of it. I honestly
should start reading all my overdue books. (instead of letting it collect dust).
And I honestly should start getting my head together. I honestly do not know
why I am feeling so tired every day. The amount of sleep I am taking scares me.
I mean, Caitlyn Chew never takes naps. Damn, the holidays really screwed up my
system.
The past week has been very eventful and memorable?
Wednesday – Met Shane at JEM \\ JCRC talks \\ Supper turned
durian feast (which I obviously did not eat)
Thursday – sports day (I finally had my hands on softball. wew.)
\\steamboat dinner (which I did I not cook again. wew.wew.) \\ Adoption of
Mandy into Venom (wew wew wew)
And not to forget, all the late night (I am pretty sure,
illegal) gatherings in my room for our precious GLS and all the spazzing with
H,S&M.
(this is a totally summarized version.)
Yup, I am enjoying my University life as of now. (school hasn’t
even officially started).
I honestly can’t wait to start lessons. I am really bored
right now. (Yes, i know i say this every single time. so please, entertain me). In my previous post, I said
something about something. Okay, that totally does not make sense but the thing
is that this “something” is about a scholarship interview which I obviously did
not pass. So whatever. I can always try again next year.
How do I feel?
It feels kind of bitter sweet I guess. It feels horrible to
not get a scholarship and adding more financial burdens on my family. Second,
the scholarship interview was a pretty no-brainer (only one round of
interview!) so I sort of regret not researching enough and for talking nonsense
during it. (motivation for next year I guess). Sweet? Hmm, I met the girl who
got the scholarship I went for and well, I am happy she got it instead of me.
She needs it more than me and I am very happy for her. Secondly, I honestly do
not want to work in an insurance company, even if it is a huge firm. Like seriously,
can you imagine me behind the desk calling and typing nonsense?
So I am quite
glad in some strange way that I did not get it.
xoxo.
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