Swim.

There's only one week before the end of the month. Right now, I am "suppose" to be doing my Accountancy notes which was "suppose" to be done one weekend ago. (note: " "). But I am just eating my grapes and thinking (daydreaming) about .... i guess, life?

Today I felt the busiest since I graduated from CJ last year. I mean, Fullerton was busy every single day and i complained how tired I am every single time but today beats them all. 

I have not felt like this since OGL and Alfresco clashed. 

Not that I am complaining, I am just being my usual whiny self. I like being busy, if that even makes sense. Busy is good for me. It has sort of a therapeutic effect on me? But maybe i am just weird. 

So, back to today. 

My day started out with rushing down to Gombak for my driving lessons. I am quite proud to say that i am not that bad of a driver. I mean, except for those minor steering mishap and that embarrassing stop, i am pretty good. So friends, rest assure. (Which reminds me, i have to book my FTT). 

Anyways, after that, i got an emergency call from Wanny who had quite a number of troubles to share. I guess, the only "relax" time I had was sitting down with Wanny in that busy Starbucks talking about almost every thing. Listening to her bagful of worries got me thinking of my own family. I feel, rather guilty. The thing is, it does not feel good to suddenly realize that you have not been the best of a daughter to your parents. So much drama is happening at home and i honestly do not know where to start. Neither do i know who to share it with. Okay, its not that i have trust issues. But more like, i honestly hate airing my dirty laundry but i feel that i might explode if i do not let them all go.

Either way, I will miss such Wanny's sessions. (Where am i going to find another fellow cake enthusiast?) 

The rest of the day rushed pass me like a ... should i say, whirlwind? Two interviews which i guess went rather okay? -- rushing my lousy CV which make me realized how lucky i am to have such a nice GL and to have known Gracia. -- trying to think of a new speech -- school work. (which is still not done, except for math) 

Just realize that it is 12:30 am and i have not written a single word on my blank page. 

should i just skip math lecture tomorrow?

i guess life still goes on?

i hope i dont drown

xoxo