It's approximately less than a month away from Dooms Day and I properly shouldn't be blogging right now. But then again, I just felt that I should. [no idea why]. Life has been rather monotonous and repetitive. Sometimes, for that short brief moment, I wonder if I've chosen the wrong path. If I should have taken another road instead and avoid all these stress. But then again, I would never ever trade these past two years of my life for anything in the world. Graduation is next week and there's this lingering melancholy in me. These two years was probably the best two years in my life so far. The people I met, the experience I got, the memories I made are invaluable. I cannot be any more grateful for them all. I would love to relive them all over again. Obviously, there are some regrets. I wish I have never said some stuff. I wish I have never done some stuff. I wish that some people have never left or drifted apart. I wish that I could have been better and push myself further. But I guess all these are part of the package.
Soon, I will be moving on to another phase of my life. I guess, the best thing to do is to learn from the mistakes and to just improve myself and be a woman that I will be proud of.
Like Shane puts it,
"There are plenty of could've, should've, would've.
But it is what we do to salvage it that matters the most"
Honestly, I don' t want to grow up. I just want to stay 18 forever. I hate being realistic.
[Since when was I realistic anyway]
xoxo.
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