Escapism

Its the first Wednesday since school started and well, life seems to be as it is. Which is to say - Boring.
Okay boring is a little harsh.... i love my school life.
Mmm.... Meaningless(?). Or maybe im just a little lost. And confuse.
Im at the point in my life where im wondering 24/7,

"What am I doing with my life?"

Honestly, i really have no idea what. Why am i studying so hard for a piece of paper? Doesnt it makes it so ridiculous?

Huh. Really.

Im really tired and what irks me the most is that I dont know how to be un-tired. Maybe o should pull a Blanche Dubois and be oblivious and escape and avoid bright light.
Yeah, thats sounds good.

Would tomorrow be a better day?
I hope so.

xoxo