Tiffany&Co Kind of Girl

Birthday in less than three months ... I would be lying if I say I am not excited for it. (Cause obviously I am.) It's even worse since Shane kept teasing me with her oh-so-wonderful present. (no, i'm not being sarcastic here). But i'm not lying when i say that i am not expecting much for it cause well, *insert shrug here*. And its even worse because results will either be right after or just before my birthday.

Lately, i have been legitly worried for my results and for my future.
"what am i going to do after getting my results?"
"what am i going to do if i fail my As?"
"which uni would be good?"

Well, i still feel rather very upset that i cant study overseas due to many circumstances. I guess this is the downside of growing up and maturing. you think too much and become much more understanding and perceptive?

Was on the phone with Shane just a moment ago and discussing about the pros and cons of studying in the different Unis in Singapore. We both agree that the environment of smu would be good for us since we arent exactly sociable. (okay, we are but we like small groups. does that even make sense?) I guess, socially awkward would be a better fit. ( I am still socially awkward despite the two years and yes, it is very obvious) I wouldnt mind staying at the smu hostel (i guess) so that i could try on the campus life. (i really want the campus life in Michigan or something. *cries*) but the bad part of this is that smu has no minors. (if only they have greek civilisation or sth really cool and nerdy). and honestly i would totally love to major in anthropology instead of something normal like BA.

Had some alone time today. Just walking around Taka (really love this place) and exploring Kino (extremely love this place). Bought stuff for people and for myself. i feel proud of myself for not giving in to crazy impulses like shopping for clothes or shopping for cosmetics. Those around me today probably think im some crazy girl who keep muttering "korea" and "bangkok". (yes, that's how i not give in to crazy impulses) And and and i finally bought the Mane n Tail shampoo for my sorry excuse for hair. okay, i love my hair right now because of the awesome Camellia serum from Innisfree (guys girls, its magic. i swear by this miraculous thing that some genius in jeju island(or something) invented). but i hate hate how little hair i have and how slowly it has been growing. So hopefully this "much raved" shampoo will help. Okay, i am (probably) not going to go ooohhhh ahhhhhh and type some review on these above mentioned products but seriously, if you want manageable hair get the Innisfree Camellia hair serum. its cheap. and it works.

xoxo